My mother-in-law thought she could control me because

“Put him back there,” he said.

I hesitated.

“I’ve got him.”

Dad looked at me.

“I know you do. That’s the problem.”

Something about those words broke through the wall I had been holding up all afternoon.

My eyes burned.

I looked away before he could see.

Dad closed the door and walked around to the driver’s side.

For the first few minutes, neither of us spoke.

The city passed outside the window in a blur.

I watched houses and storefronts slide by, trying to convince myself that everything was normal.

That I had simply twisted my ankle.

That my mother-in-law taking my car was just another argument.

That Aaron being unemployed was temporary.

That the constant criticism about Caleb was just what happened when three generations lived under one roof.

That the coldness between Aaron and me was exhaustion.

Stress.

Money.

Anything except what some small, terrified part of me had been whispering for months.

Something was wrong.

Dad drove with both hands on the wheel.

Finally, he said, “Tell me everything.”

I swallowed.

“I already told you.”

“No.”

His voice remained calm.

“You told me what happened today. I asked you what’s been happening.”

I stared out the window.